it's a tragedy to find me drawing bonsai trees tonight

quick procrastination post:

currently i am studying for my very last exam. by 11:00 tomorrow i will be a free man. and yet for some reason this fact isn't providing me with much comfort or motivation right now. i still have approximately eight chapters of Global Business Today to go through before i will be sufficiently prepared for this test. it's sad to say, but for the last hour or so i've been seriously considering dropping everything, going to bed (because those five short hours of sleep last night are really draggin me down) and just winging this test tomorrow. i'm pretty sure i could pass it, and even if i didn't i'd certainly still pass the class. it's very tempting, but i keep telling myself that that is not how i want to end my college career. it would be sad to give up when the end is so near, and so i suppose i'll stick it out.

so studying agony compounded with not enough sleep and with the frustrations of still not knowing what my future holds, still having no job, still having no place to live ... this is all very overwhelming.

but tomorrow we're going to DC and i think it's gonna be pretty fun. and i'm excited.

also: i can't stop listening to ola podrida.

and now it's back to studying so i can get to bed and make this night go away faster.